The stage was set,finally after 4 years she was coming back frm abroad we were
abt to get engaged in the coming months.we talked fr hours on d phn discussing things abt how things would be at the engagement and later at the marriage.Evry third day going
to some designer for her so that she likes an outfit fr the special day.
I was excited, happy and was living my dream…………….And than things started to change
suddenly. Talks on the phn got reduced to minutes and some days even seconds. when asked she responded
with tons of excuses. Her tone seemed as if she was irritated at something. Her talks seemed that
she wanted to get rid of me bt never would say it openly…She came back to India..The day came nearer.
and with just a few days left she called it quits……
The world had fallen apart for me ……. No i was not crying,No the glass did not slip from my hands,
,no i was not banging my head against any walls bt yes i was in DEEP SHOCK.The background where romantic songs
got played automatically and where all the world seemed like sunshines and rainbows, now suddenly had
a barren land and alok nath singing sad songs.i could imagine my relatives staring at me and saying ” jee han yehi hai vo vaishi darinda”.
……I could imagine
my father pointing a 12 bore gun at me as all this was always against his wish….WAIT the misery doesnt end here.. i had to ask why? why me? i held her by her arm and asked
why are you doing this???Did i do something wrong?? Is there something u dnt like??? , and the
greatest question of all…..IS IT SOMEONE ELSE???..and Than came one of the Greatest and
the hall of fame answers ………..
” You deserve better ,i do not deserve you”